Hasnt....

....been the greatest couple of weeks.
always hopeful for a change.
trying to save money.
not working so well.
disappointed.
worried.
confused.
music has usually been a comfort but lately everything has been...just kinda in one ear and out the other. i think thats what scares me the most. lol.
gonna watch tv and go to bed.
the beach tomorrow i think.
hope everyone is well.
drop a line. im sure you guys out there are interesting and might have input for the blog or something.
my profile has email, last.fm links and aim if your a night owl lookingto chat from time to time.